Yes yes yes, quite DANDY.

Doc is a dickhead....im not saying anymore than that. Doc if you THINK about saying anything about that to me (which you wouldnt because youre a pussy too) Think about who youve become. I used to love the hell out of you kid....get a life....YOUR OWN LIFE. Be conciderate to the poor shmucks that love you like....Trevor maybe...? *gasp* what an IDEA!

Oh GOODY Trevors staying another night at Amanda's... he says shes not there.....whatever.

I warned him that im going to bitch at him later....i hope hes ready for it....if he thinks for a second hes going to yell back...well....its not happening. I love my Trevor so much really....this is eating at my nerves though. Its not just Amanda....its all his rules for me...and his jealousy....and hypocrasy....*sigh*

THats besides the point..... NEW XANGA : PoorSweetJezabel

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Well guys, its been a hell of a long time since I updated...thats quite alright though, yeah?

Well im not really going to fill you guys up on everything right now. YOull just have to read all my entries and firgure it out in time, eh?

Well i moved back to Pearl...not yesterday but the day before. Im glad to be back in Pearl...im  really glad to have friends...but i feel like if got a flesh eating ass worm chomping at my heart without Trevor. Well Wed. night Trevor went to go spend the night at Kane/Taylor/Amanda's with Doc and Michael and thats it i think. It made me really uneasy because well im jealous like hell of Amanda....daklhdfkladf grrr....and he's her "best friend". (Why the hell cant she have a best friend who ISNT my boyfriend????). Well when DOc Kane and Michael went to pick Trevor up from my house my dad freaked Doc out and Doc left and went straight to Beckys and Ashleys etc etc and cops were called so Dad and i just left that night around 1 or 2 and slept in the car on the side of the interstate just before we got into MS i think...then we arrived at my house. Trevor ended up not hanging out with kane because he was being a lazy killjoy so him and Amanda and Taylor hung out. He likes Taylor a lot but appearantly he has a whole new impression of Amanda (the exact impression i started out with..akjlfhaljdfhkljd ...) Im not going into details about that. It makes me more at ease though. Amanda got drunk while him and Taylor played video games. Hes staying at Docs house tonight. Doc used to be so cool and sweet ya know but gosh hes changed...(no offense, Doc, babe if you read this, but youre a butt now)....

So i got to Pearl and got my room fixed and Sarah came over and the next day (Friday) Nakita and Sarah came over...and they spent the night and it was all nice and stuff lol. I miss being around my friends. I miss them so much. Ive never met more beautiful fun people in my life than dearest Sarah, Kita and ofcourse Trevor. Sarah left today around i dont know...to go shopping with her mom and Cory, Kitas boyfriend, came over for a bit and we talked. I like him alot and im really proud of her teehee. Hes polite and funny so thats just kick ass, ya know? Theyre so adorable! We were going to try and see if we could get in touch with ian becuase i wanted to hang out with him / take advantage of his pool havingness...lol

Megan A.- we should hang out soon. XD

Kitabug/Sarah- Wow....wow...I love you teehee youre so great! im so glad i could spend time with you. Im glad im back with people i like...teeehee and its jsut cooler cuz you guys are hot too. XD

Trevor- Lol what can i say? I love the hell out of you. I miss you...i err....i MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU. Well see eachother soon. Ill talk to mom about camp later today. PPPPLLLLeeeaaassssseeeee apply at more places!!! Sorry im so uptight about Amanda. Ill chill out soon.

So long.....wait...i think im going to make a new xanga later....i have too many names, i cant remember them all so im making them all the same lol.

Teeheeeeheee you guys make me blush like shaaaahhh;...teeehhe thank you

No time to talk ill get back to you when i can. Thanks!

Hey Everyone.

Ya well this is Mel. I think Jess needed an update..so imma do it for her :)  Well anyways, ya well im on the phone with her right now. and she wanted me to tell Trevor that she loves him and that she missed him sooo much <3

and she misses...Mikieee...Shogo..Me( Mel ) tehehee... Kita..and Sarah..and everyone in MS. <333!!!!!1oneone

she got the MSI c-d hahaa....and uhmmm.....Olivia is drivin her fuckin crazy....and some Mexican food place is nasty..haha..and her dad is the coolest...she says nothin really has been goin on with her...

and....it sucks b.c Jess is grounded..and she dont have internet..and ughh..its not fair..but whatever...

She really really really really really really misses Trevor lol

and all she does latly is just sit around and spend time with her dad...fun fun...lol :) anyways..

well i think thats a pretty good update for now..lol...ok well

Jess says: I LOVE YOU TREVOR!!!!!!!!

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Its been great. Spring break has been so fun in MS.

Seeing my mom has been nice. Shes fun...a lot more up tight than she used to be but shell get over it eventually lol i love her. Erics been cool too. Very nice and pretty funny even.

Seeing Sarah has been great. I think ive said or done some things in my time visiting that might have pissed her off and i apologize but its SO nice to see one of my best firends again. Sarah equals greatness...teehee shes so ticklish!

WOW, Nakita. She uh...wow. I was very content and kind of even liked my body...and then i saw hers again an....wow. Lol Shes so cute. She got her hair cut even shorter but gorgeous as ever! SHes so goofy! She lol...is great...i miss her. I miss being around her thank goodness for phones and disposible cameras.

Jillllliiian. Tehheee she's greatness...total hottie. Lol Being around her even if only for a day was good. I seemed kind of bosy that day for noooo reason but thats okay. Teehee. Shes so fun! We got cameras and went around putting on hotness and taking pictures. I miss her. I really miss those shows with her.

Tyler is a pain in the ass but i miss him like crazy. Hes one GOOFY kid lol...and as ANNOYING as he is....i like him...and someitmes i want to be like him....for one thing...hes brave...if i were in his position id be scared to death to speak in front of my evil bitchy slightly older but  scary sister....and well hes more of an individual than anyone i know besides Trevor...crazy....hes still annoying as hell though XD

I miss my dad i hope hes feeling better. I REALLY hope hes gotten more sleep. He was in really bad shape last time i saw him.

I miss Trevor so freaking much its ....insane. Since i left weve kept in touch a lot ofcourse but our conversations havent been WONDERFUL all the time....just most of the time because well....Amanda...er Cavin's gf kinda person....shes beautiful and shes petite and shes burnette and shes cute and shes fun and funny and a tease and shes been talking to my boyfriend everynight longer than IVE even been able to talk to him. I like her. I like her a lot but because i llike her i know...that she could easiliy take my place...and...so naturally....i get jealous. Lol... I trust Trevor...but hes told me about their conversations and hes offered to take her and Anthony places he wont even take ME...which kinna hurts ya know? I dont mind them talking lol but id prefer not 5 hours and untill 4 am...thats....No....not good...I wish i was as laid back as her. I worry too much. Trevor means the WORLD and More to me...lol ask uhh Dan person (the awesomely sarcastic sorta asshole whos brilliant and interesting....? Yay a compliment, go you, dan!)

I got a phone. A cellphone. I usually detest cellphones but im excited! I dont have a phone or cable or internet at home...so yeah...a cellphone is good.

I talked to Mikee! Teehee we had long good conversations about randomness that was great. I wsa happy and blushing most of it and greatness teehee. Shogo is GREAT. Lol I trust him with anything Crazy.Hes jsut so sweet. he deserves to be in love and be happy forever. He deserves everything he wants...i hope he gets it. Heh..such a good guy. I talked to London too...not for very long though because he was smashed of his ass lol He went to the Slipknot concert in New Orleans i guess lol. I dont like Slipknot but im glad he had fun heh.